THE INSIDES OF A READER’S MIND //NOT A PRETTY SIGHT//

They are all around you. They see you. Scrutinize you. Judge you. NOTHING ESCAPES THEIR NOTICE. YOU MIGHT THINK you can fool them but let me tell you, honey, YOU ARE SO FUCKING WRONG! They are READERS. And BOOKS are just ONE OF THE THINGS THAT THEY READ. They are good at guessing thoughts, assuming things about you that are 99% of the times ARE QUITE TRUE!! They are READERS AND GUESS WHAT?

I AM ONE OF THEM.

DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT ACTUALLY GOES ON IN OUR FREAKY, BEAUTIFUL, FUCKED UP MINDS???

O-K-A-Y 

THE OTHER WORLD

Now usually it’s like this. I am talking to you and I really like you as a person or WHATEVER. I start noticing your little quirks – they annoy me or please in accordance with the emotions you inspire.  BUT NO MATTER THE NATURE OF MY  THOUGHTS ABOUT YOU – I almost immediately put you in a new universe. ONE THAT I VISIT ON A FREQUENT BASIS. My real world. AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I will ONLY CONTINUE MY ACQUAINTANCE WITH YOU IF I CAN SEE YOU FITTING IN MY WORLD. THE ONE IN MY HEAD. YES. THAT’S RIGHT. SOOOO, if I like you, YOU ARE pretty damn lucky.

 

EXTREMITIES – our one true love.

WHEN WE LOVE, WE LOVE WITH A VENGEANCE. WHEN WE HATE, WE INCINERATE. WHEN WE CRY, WE RATTLE THE CLOUDS. WE MAKE THEM SCREAM. WHEN WE ARE INDIFFERENT, WE DRY UP THE DEEPEST OCEANS.

You see, THERE IS NO such thing as MODERATION in our life. Whatever we do, we do it INTENSELY. Whatever we feel, we feel it KEENLY.

WHY?

Well, it’s quite difficult to NOT be like this when you have lived a thousand lives and felt a thousand feelings and lived under the skin of a thousand different people, isn’t it??

 

WE COURT CHAOS

This one is ESPECIALLY TRUE OF ME. Now LOOOOOOOK, I can NEVER be satisfied with a quiet, normal life. I NEED SPEED, THRILL, PASSION. I am quite dead without it. And I am PRETTY sure that most of us are the same.

We have seen too much and WE CANNOT GO BACK TO WHERE YOU, someone who lives only on EARTH, ARE.

It’s JUST NOT POSSIBLE.

Every time I look at the sky, I expect a dragon to come flying off and land in front of me. When I look at the moon, I see eyes winking back at me. When I look at YOU, I see you as a sum of ALL THAT YOU HAVE BEEN. ALL THAT YOU HAVE SUFFERED. AND ALL THAT YOU ARE YET TO BECOME.

So you see, it’s impossible for me to stay calm when ALL THOSE INTRICACIES OF A DIFFERENT REALITY IS BEING PRESENTED TO MY MIND ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

DARKNESS – We ARE it.

We are in touch with the pitch black side of our souls. AND WE ADORE IT. You know what sets us apart? THAT ALTHOUGH WE MAY BE delusional in our wishes and hopes from the world, WE KNOW EXACTLY WHAT WE ARE MADE OF.

We KNOW that 95 per-cent of our matter is DARKNESS and we accept it GLADLY.

We embrace it. We let it shine. WE WEAR OUR DARKNESS WITH PRIDE. We are AGLOW with the DARK and IT FUCKING SUITS US.

NOW YOU TELL ME. Did I get it right? DO YOU AGREE? What else would YOU add to the list??? TELL MEEEEEE!!! I. AM. WAITING. ;P ;P